I was working till I did not know the time yesterday. Harry came back and I scolded him because he is supposed to accompany his wife. I'm glad both wife and baby are fine now. When he told me that baby's heartbeat stopped for 57secs..I felt the sadness too.

I was on the way to the printer,wanted to collect something which I printed out..Our office is just next to each other.Because my boss has a own room for himself, I'm his secretary thats y I have to be seated in the same office, together with Chovin (Events Manager) & Shohaida (Bqt Exe).

I saw so many people in the office. Did not find it weird because like I mentioned before we are like a big family. Then suddenly, I heard all of them singing 'Happy Birthday'..Wahahaha total shocked because I was so engrossed with my work that I didn't know that they were up to something. HAHAHA make me shy.......

I will be on leave on Mon & Tue..Gonna miss them so much =)

Its so relaxing after office hours. We talked and talked and talked. Because I think the whole day we like EMO because of something that happened recently.

Have been spending alot recently. But it makes me forget the unhappiness, the restrictions that I'm facing etc...

......But I'm just wondering how long can I hold on to this........=)

Almost everyday, there's something to make to feel EMO.

Today, my colleague Harry told me that his wife cannot feel any baby movements. We asked him to bring her to see the gynae straightaway. . He told me that his wife did not want to see the doctor as she did not feel any pain. And that she has alot of meetings to attend today. We told me to just go to her workplace and bring her to the gynae.

A few hours ago, he sent me an sms telling me that the baby's heartbeat is on and off. The head doctor is attending to her now. Upon seeing this sms, I felt like crying. I hope both the mother and baby are safe now. Because it hurts me so much, to see something lidat happen to my brother.

We are like a family in the department. When one feels sad, the rest gets affected too. I can see that the rest are affected, although we did not mention it.

I just received an sms from Harry. His wife is out of observation now but the heartbeat is still faint. Baby needs observation for 2 weeks. I hope baby's fine. Baby will be fine....=)

Something is going out of control...But I have no control over it.